And so the grand experiment fails.

Lincoln lied, or rather we let down on his word. This the last great hope for man on Earth will now see the world plunge back into the abyss of darkness. Where the few on top use their laws to repress people, their synchranization to horde the masses to their will. The ages of self responsibility and mass prosperity will give way to socialism and ultimately the tyranny of ages past seen in feudalism, dictatorship, and monarchy. America's economy is about to enter the greatest depression in history, the consequences of which will see our government nationalize our banking, health, financial, brokerage, auto, and possibly every other previously privatized industry under the vise of Barack Obama who will surely win the election. I can hear it now Thomas Jefferson's eyes from heaven above are now filled with tears at the passing of this once great idea of freedom, I can see the inventors of the past breathe their sighs of distraught as their forward looking eyes deviate from innovation and discovery to the immaculate darkness that awaits us.

The European Union and the socialist west will suppress the people in the guise of our vulnerability, Obama will say we're not mature enough to handle ourselves without the governments help, we'll be told how to think, how to act, how to raise our children, how to breathe, how to sleep, how to work, when to work, we will become slaves to the government that our forefathers at one time sought to fight.

And so their graves will gather dust.

The experiment is over, it's been assualted for far too long with its supporters lessoned by the day, the foolish intellectuals whose short sightedness and blindness to history and reason have followed the liberal propaganda machine and bought into it almost blindly the concept of social classes.

Now our economy is busted, the dow jones has dropped 50% in 12 weeks, 24% of which occured in the last two weeks, auto sales have declined a whopping 60% in 2 weeks and Chrysler and GM are on the verge of bankruptcy, unemployment has soared almost 3% year to date and will go up substantially in the next few months. The government is already introducing its intent for socialism buying up these industries by creating artificial money, at the taxpayer's expense. The depression we and the rest of the world are in for - is unlike anything mankind has ever seen, the thing that's brewing isn't something that can be washed away with a 700 billion dollar check - no it's far too late for that. Only with a series of market corrections, painful in the short term but necessary for the longterm can this be solved, and this means not injecting artificial money to problems dealing with artificial debt.. inflation on inflation leads to hyperinflation.

As I've stated and as I reiterate, the fundamental moral and philosophical nature of America shifted substantially liberal after the great depression with Roosevelt's government cures all approach which actually did little but make the great depression worse, bottoming in 1932 and again in 1935, Roosevelt's socialist "new deal" policies weren't the cure for the depression but rather world war II was, and in so the market didn't restablize until 1954 to pre 1929 levels. What we're going to see now, under an Obama adminsitration, frought with liberal socialized ideologies, is a blank check written to him to have his way with this country, and unlike Roosevelt who still had staunch conservative resistance, we have nothing but weak minded uninvolved citizens who could careless, Obama will become America's first dictator.

Things are in motion that can not be stopped, this coming monday will be reminiscent of black monday, followed by black tuesday, you will see the stock market crash, it's inevitable for a variety of reasons which I will spare here.

Just as a cross reference the banks in France, Germany, Ireland, Britain, and Japan have all been run on, their markets are down 10% each, this is a global turndown, and with the loss of the American consumption markets China will collapse back into pre 1970's existence, their economic markets are already buckling, the world will enter back into a darkness where a few rule and the people beg.

That is. Unless revolution occurs. I will not allow my country to be run by a dictator, not as long as blood in my body runs and knowledge of my fathers are present. Such is the pride of an American, such is the staunchness and righteousness of freedom that we keep Lincoln's promise and uphold this the last hope for mankind on Earth.

Happiness to me was never about attaining wealth or fortunate circumstances, it was never about being well liked and popular nor was it ever about having the best friends or doing the cool things. No, happiness to me is the state of being content - it's the state where I can wake up in the morning and anticipate everything that I will be exposed to during the day and not feeling out of control or a sense of impending doom or failure. It's the state of just being free, free to think about anything I want and be comfortable in any situation - that is what happiness is to me.

Unfortunately I haven't been able to attain this state, my mind is constantly embattled, I feel like I'm in a fox hole all the time with the mortar shells going off in the background - each second each minute of every day is a threatening state of existence where that shell can go off on me. It didn't always used to be like this, I used to be able to instill control within any environment I resided in - I was able to achieve the higher ground of thoughts, and see through things that others could not.

Maybe herein lies my problem, I've allowed my focus to amplify my present situations so much, that I've been blinded to the bigger picture of things. There is something to be said that in the short term everything is chaotic, but over the long term the much desired peace order and tranquility can be clearly seen.

Ya I have a major physics test coming up next week. Ya I can't figure out how the hell to do any of the problems, but you know what? In the grand scheme of things my life 10 or 20 years from now will be little if at all influenced by this fact. I have a mind that's capable of great things, and whether or not I allow myself the peaceful mindset to exploit these gifts is completely up to my conscious center, which lately has been plotting against me.

Sometimes I just wish I could pull someone aside and just see the world through their eyes, it's so amazing how when presented with the same set of circumstances, two people respond so differently and so ...scientifically.